Please, don't call me beautiful because I'm human and I react irrationally in far too many situations, because I'm moody and my emotions aren't stable, and because I'm afraid that in 10 years I won't be able to recognize myself due to depression induced binge eating.
No, don't call me beautiful because flowers are beautiful and I'm far too perplexing. It's impossible for me to be beautiful because love is beautiful. And I can not love because I'm too young to be selfless. I never gave you the chance to breathe the same air that I breathe, or to fall asleep comfortably on my breast, or to wake me up at 3 in the morning and though I'm cranky, I smile because you're beautiful. I gave up on a chance of discovering real love because the world wouldn't find Us beautiful. I never gave you the chance to get to know me and maybe, just maybe think that I'm beautiful too.
- Sade' Miller
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