Boys. Boys. Boys

Life has its issues, but those of 99.9% of teen girls revolves around some boy (roughly). One of the downfalls of being attractive or not so attractive even, is that guys sometimes don't get the "I don't want you... EVER" picture until you totally scorn their pride. Males are complex creatures. They're either overly emotional and get attached way too quickly or they treat you like a thing of the past after the second date, when they're the one who hounded you down for weeks until they got your number in the first place. (Don't be mistaken, I la-la-love boys.)But c'mon son.

On a more serious note..

Sex. I understand that for some it's a very uncomfortable topic to discuss, even for those who are currently/have been involved in sexual relations. Sex is normal, but the problem is the difference in how we (guys & gals) view it. Guys get praised for sleeping around while females are considered whores. Look at the emphasis on male sexual dominance in just about every advertisement both print and film, music video, ect. ect. ect.. Are we so ass backwards in 2009 that we still submit to the primitive double standard? How about putting aside labels and all just being "smart." I'm saddened by the fact that in most instances, young females are ONLY encouraged to abstain from having sex, while males are are given options to be safe.. HELLO.. they can't do it alone! Is it wrong that I too am a sexual being? I am NOT saying for females to go out and screw everything but this is reality .

-Be safe
peace & light, Sade'

Dealing.

Life changes on a daily basis, therefore the only thing constant in the world is change. Sometimes I just wish that time would stand still for the good moments and spare me a smile or a bit of laughter, so for once the good would actually out way the bad. Life hands you so much shit (well me anyway,) and it has just gotten to the point where I've had to ask myself; when does bull the end and the living start happening? I've never been one to pitty myself and by all means i do absolutely love me, but things could definitely be waaaayyyyyy better.

-Taking things one day at a time, Sade'

Intangible Inequity

Ok so I am a communication arts/creative writing major at RPHS and I haven't updated this blog of mine in a while so i decided to write a poem. hehe =). I think it's hawtt.

Intangible Inequity


Bordered by lilacs in my orange sky
Silver clouds play the impulsive melody of wind chimes
Paper planes and plastic birds waltz;
In my silver/ orange.
Lilac sky
My clouds sing
Crying artistic rainbow tears
Paint me a picture of beautiful you
Once, what does it matter when or if I fell in love with such a passionate beauty?
Winds whispering sweet soprano
I am forever in lust with my vigorous sky
- Sade' Miller

Oldie buhh Goodie

Today a few people left me thinking bout what I had. No I'm not talking about my most recent fling, but o'boy from about two exes back lol. (Those who know me know who I'm talking about) and to be honest I've never been much of a woulda kid; the kind who are stuck on what they woulda did. =) Because I live for the moment. But today was different, this boy really had me thinking! The only problem is that iIcant remember why i let him go in the first place so iI don't wanna be stuck in the same predicament. But people can change right? Anywhoo.. We've been on and off even through the relationships in between. Maybe I need to give up my girlish dreams and not try to fix what isn't broken. On the same hand I am a go getter and I refuse not to go get what i want. As for right now whatever happens, happens!

- Sade'

Single!

Wow! My love life is currently nonexistent. But for right now I like it that way. The idea sounds great to have a boyfriend/man/boo/hubby/ect., but the fact of the matter is... I don't. & I'm definitely not looking. I just got out of a relationship the day before yesterday (literally) & he's still hitting me up like nothing ever happened! Just to break it down for those confused souls who thought we had/have something; we DON'T and never did. Yeah I may answer your phone calls every now and then, chill with you sometimes, or even have you thinking I like you. but what can i say, I'm a flirt =).
WORD OF ADVICE: Don't push it.
- Sade'

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